It has been quite some time, actually it’s been more than a year now. But I guess sometimes it’s really like that. No matter what you do, something will remind you of a person that was part of your past. Sometimes a song, a place, a movie, a scent, a time of the year or even a dream. It gives you that melancholic feeling. It is bitter sweet actually, reminiscing on all those memory is a bit happy. But knowing that it will never happen again is just sad. Someone whom you know so well became someone that you used to know. But that’s life, you win some you lose some. You just have to deal with it.
You may have a hard time on finding out the reason why things happened that way. But in the right time everything will unfold. Sometimes you can get over someone, sometimes you just can’t. Sometimes their memories just get buried inside your thoughts, your ideas, your mind. You may think that you are over them. Until that time comes when something reminds you of that person again. And you just realize, no not yet. Even after all this time, all these years. But you have to carry on.
Living in the past won’t bring her back, reminiscing is bitter sweet but that’s a normal thing that we experience when we keep on moving forward. Just live in the present. Enjoy with what you have and look forward for a better future.
Just learn how to carry on.